There are people around me, but no one who understands how I feel or what I'm going through.
These are the times I hate the most. The days I most despise. The reason I force laughter and paste a smile on my face...
but sometimes there cracks in the facade. Cracks that I don't notice until they are pointed out. As I sit here at Barnes and Noble and a man approaches me
"I don't mean to be in your personal life, but are you ok?"
I seal those cracks and paste back on the smile.
"I'm fine"
In reality, I wish I could run away. I wish I could start my life all over. To erase the mistakes that I have made and go down a new path.
Maybe I will. Maybe a day will come when I will no longer be here.
I hear the beaches are nice in Hawaii.
~Posted From My Black Jack II
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